A Game of Hide and Seek

This is me. I feel like I'm playing a game of Hide and Seek and trying to find out just where my playmates are hiding. But this time instead of those playmates being 8 years old, it's life decisions and futures. What should I do this summer? (what should I do each week??) Who will I marry? How many kids will I have? What or how many countries will I end up living in?

What got me going on this topic was the fact that I have had the privilege of babysitting an adorable, little 6-month old boy. Holding him in my arms, makes me want one of my own (this semester of OB hasn't helped that idea any!). To have a little one to raise, love, cry, and worry over .

The problem is that there are other decisions that have got to be made right now, as in:

• How am I supposed to be serving God right now? 
• How am I going to make it thru this semester?
• Where would the best place be for me to be his summer be? 
• Can I depend on God... Not really is He trustworthy, but can I allow myself to lean completely on Him and listen to what He tells me to do?

So, I don't feel like I'm getting answers BUT I do know that they will come in due time!