Friday, February 22, 2013

A Game of Hide and Seek

This is me. I feel like I'm playing a game of Hide and Seek and trying to find out just where my playmates are hiding. But this time instead of those playmates being 8 years old, it's life decisions and futures. What should I do this summer? (what should I do each week??) Who will I marry? How many kids will I have? What or how many countries will I end up living in?

What got me going on this topic was the fact that I have had the privilege of babysitting an adorable, little 6-month old boy. Holding him in my arms, makes me want one of my own (this semester of OB hasn't helped that idea any!). To have a little one to raise, love, cry, and worry over .

The problem is that there are other decisions that have got to be made right now, as in:
  • How am I supposed to be serving God right now? 
  • How am I going to make it thru this semester?
  • Where would the best place be for me to be his summer be? 
  • Can I depend on God... Not really is He trustworthy, but can I allow myself to lean completely on Him and listen to what He tells me to do?
So, I don't feel like I'm getting answers BUT I do know that they will come in due time!


Wednesday, February 6, 2013

God is Good!

There are many times I can get so overwhelmed with school,  what's expected of me, planning for the future, and just plain worrying.... then God uses some little thing that reminds me that He's SO good and that he's got it all figured out.

Why do I doubt He'll continue working in my life?!?