This was the desk that my dad had spent hours at preparing sermons, listening to his eclectic music, looking out the window at the gorgeous flowers and plants, playing sudoku or other puzzles, and listening to many, many hours of his family and church member's share about their lives.
And now, I've had the privilege of studying for nursing boards at this desk for the past week. I've holed myself up in the study and gone over question upon question till I thought I would go crazy. Between cramming questions in, there were moments of crying because of the stress of studying as well as memories of my dad. But there were also moments of dancing around the room with John and Joseph, which included laughter because we lack coordination :)
I still miss my dad and wish that I could walk into the study to see him instead of an empty chair....but instead I have the MANY memories of him... and those are good memories! When I see him again, I'll be excited to tell him that I passed my NCLEX and give him a HUGE hug!!! Really, when I think of seeing him again, there will probably be many other things on my mind, so I'll most likely completely forget about the NCLEX :)
Anyways, looking back I'm glad I had an opportunity to remember old times, to depend on God, and let out a little steam while dancing around the house with John and Joseph! I'm blessed!